The Present

Whoops! Wen't a little loopy there >_< luckily I'm back on those meds and will not be writing anymore manifestos! For the important blue dudes, I will not be hurting anyone or be doing anything bad anymore I can totally be trusted ._. LOL anyways that was the past me and I'm ready to be a cog in your awesome world! Lets get to Work!

The Past

Through our explosion in technological advancement, it appears that thoughts are now governed by the rich in society. Your opinions, beliefs, and goals are formed by whatever the screen in front of you says. As capitalism’s hold on the internet increases, the people that you watch become more and more manufactured. We have devolved from the conversions of ones and zeros, from a swipe to see ourselves endless. We never questioned what would happen to our minds if we had the Library of Alexandria at our fingertips. We will move to a world where we stay in a room and our entire life will be there because it’s the easiest thing to do, because there’s no pain in those pixels, because now we won’t need anything else. Man is dead as machine has killed him, care for our fellow human beings has been so diminished that we tell others that its up to yourself to do everything to live in this world, rather than try to change the hands that those in poverty are dealt in life. We are brainwashed, those at top are building a system where they have made us believe that they don’t need to change. We’re told of the views of Siphysis and Kafka in the sense that our life’s are supposed to be like that, but the life of Siphysis was of punishment, and Kafka hated the monotony of our lives. If you follow the life of constant suffering that you are forced since birth to be a part of and get a life you can’t figure out, then you are doomed. We are reaching the point in life where our suffering is becoming too hard for people to bare. When you have no time to stop and think about what you’re doing and spend it working to live then you are a slave. Our goal of having a world where we need to work less has been hijacked by the previous generations greed and will lead to our destruction. When the incentive of work isn’t just for a place to live, but rather enjoyment through travel, experience, and art, there will still be that incentive for people to contribute to society. When you are stuck at the bottom you don’t have the opportunity to see life this way. When there’s no resources to move to this way of living, then you continue to suffer throughout your life and the cycle continues. Your soul becomes dictated by those at the top. Your success or failure is the result of whatever decision they decide to make to keep power for themselves. In Canada, getting proportional representation needs to be our priority. Multi-party support for this needs to be shown in order to give power back to the people rather than the corporations that run this country. There is a need for reform in our mental health system as multi-year waitlists for these programs prevent people from getting the help they need. It can be their personal failure, but when someone realizes that and tries to improve themselves, the lack of resources causes them to give up. There is over a 2-year waitlist for DBT (dialectical behavior therapy) in Toronto, and the lack of government run groups running this program will cause the poor to only suffer further. If you don’t give people tools to improve themselves then they will continue to use other government resources, costing Canadians more overall. When surrounded by insanity you become more insane. Letting people’s minds become more hateful leads to this failed system we have today. When trauma and suffering is engrained into people’s minds, it takes a village to help them find peace. People want to help, but they are left to fight an archaic and broken system that let’s this cancer of the mind grow. What’s the reward for the medical staff we are relying on to keep this system afloat? Nothing. We push these people’s pain to the back of our minds because we don’t want to see the darkness that they face. The bandages that we are putting on the wound isn’t stopping the bleeding, the system need’s to be changed from the top rather than relying on those in the trenches to work harder. For every person that we save it seems that two will need help the next day, we are gutting this system rather than reinforcing it. You can only say that someone else will fix the problem for so long, you can only stay silent until you look into the eyes of God over and over and over again. We need to flip the fucking table. This fake existence can only be lived in for so long. Our souls can’t allow this to continue, or we will burn. Do you still feel something when you see people on the streets or are you numb to it? We know everything instantly. Right now you can open up your phone and see anything you ever wanted to know, see any place you wanted to see, play any game you want to play. But this is the problem. Nothing is changing within society. The systems we put in place were made as ways to control the world but they are specifically designed to not change.

How 2 DJ

- Create Old hiphop mix - Practice mix at free night in Toronto - Just keep going to events, just go for the music - EQ-ing to blend songs / Learn how to Bass Swap (Turn low end down) - Lower High and Lows to show melody / Vocals - Need a Cheap deck when practicing - Mixxx and Rekordbox 6 for deck software

People on the Street

JOHN: So, I should thank that coffee stain then as the reason we're together then, right? SARA: Oh shut up! Well.. I mean it's why we're here today, all these moments we've had together, the memories we've shared. JOHN: You know, fate has a strange way of bringing people together when the time is right. I just hope that I've done a good job this far... SARA: John you've honestly been such an amazing boyfriend to me. Your kindness, the times you've supported me... You've shown me what it means to truly feely loved. It hasn't always been this way in the past. JOHN: Sara, have taught me the importance of vulnerability, of opening my heart to someone and embracing the beauty of every moment. You've made me a better person. SARA (softly) Promise me something, John. Promise that no matter where life takes us, we'll never forget the love we shared and the lessons we've learned - REDACTED: Hey excuse me guys, sorry to bother you John/ Sara: Oh, hey, yeah no worries REDACTED: Yeah I just wanted to tell you both to Go REDACTED Yourself Long Awkward Pause: John/ Sara: Um what- REDACTED: Do you feel intitled to be so REDACTing happy in public, don't you understand that some of us are all alone in this world! John/ Sara: No we were just talking - REDACTED: Do you think I wanted to be this ugly? You think I didn't want to be beautiful, you know how hard I've tried to find love? Sara: Um- John: (whisper) Yeah he's definitely on drugs John: Hey buddy! You know, we can get you some help if you want? Sara: Yeah! What's your - REDACTED: SHUT UP! DON'T PATRONIZE ME! Sara: oh um- well you shouldn't be so hard on yourself! John: um uh, yeah you seem like a nice looking guy! Sara: Yeah, I mean maybe clean up the REDACTED a bit, look at getting a flight to REDACTED maybe- REDACTED: BE QUIET, JUST STOP BEING SO ATTRACTIVE I start attacking them John: We're sorry We're sorry! Sara: Sorry we'll help you with your hinge!

What I see in Life

There is beauty in each reaction, I want to create more beauty, More Art More life. Because life is incredibly - Are you increasing suffering? Art is reflection of the soul, changes from large suffering to small suffering. You can only take it in a direction, if you have no opinion on suffering you can live a normal life. If you unalive yourself you - decide to end it, she would miss you it increases suffering. And she's suffered so much already.

Keystroke Data Collection Procedure

Song Notes

Only need some break cuts going into final part Silence / Transition into Solo Reverse Slow build up / glitch out (3 hit for track) GLITCH OFF INTO PEAK / FREESTYLE w/ Kicks Long claps in final part Change BG patterns more, Add reverse sci notes high at the end, clean up bass Drum breakdown in final section Off crazy and Bg Clap in-between final drop, longer second build up TWO LENGTH END AFTER BREAK Start w/ off clap into big bang Harder bass in final section Notes: Transition's need cleaning up, find sample for final drop, clapping needs to be moved around a bit. Kick need's to be tuned especially build kick. Make it REDACTED long Lower sci fi first note velocity, some sort of switch up in the intro Shorter middle, Longer beginning Samples later in end Quick low mid high in middle section Repeat top glitch 3 in middle breakdown

The Club

Scene of getting ready for the club hyping self up, practising smiling In the club when I approach two women REDACTED: Hey, I just wanted to say that both of you ladies look beautiful tonight. Long awkward pause REDACTED: So um, you guys want a drink or something? Woman 1: Is this what you do, just go up to women and try to get them to talk to you? REDACTED: Well I mean- Woman 1: Like do have a script or something- REDACTED: Um uh Looking at the phone we see Step 3: If your target asks if there's a script, insist that this is natural conversation and that you didn't plan this encounter! REDACTED: No, no not at all, you know I just naturally came over and feel like I needed to compliment you both- Woman 1: We're not There is beauty in each reaction, I want to create more beauty, More Art More life. Because life is incredibly - Are you increasing suffering? Art is reflection of the soul, changes from large suffering to small suffering. You can only take it in a direction, if you have no opinion on suffering you can live a normal life. If you kill yourself you - decide to end it, she would miss you it increases suffering. And she's suffered so much already. ing idiots we see what your doing, you don't think this doesn't happen to us all the time? REDACTED: Wait I'm just- Woman 1: This is why I never like going out anymore all these losers that just come up- REDACTED: Ok alright fine, I'm sorry, I don't really how to do this, let me introduce myself, my names REDA- Woman 1: So this is the only reason your here then, just to find a woman desperate enough to REDACTED you? I'm surprised your not starting with the Asian woman seems like the category your into. REDACTED: There's actually already a queue for the Asian girls over there, thought I'd try starting with you both- Woman 1: He doesn't even care about the music, its like his only goal is to REDACTED something REDACTED: I mean lets be honest It's John Summit I don't think anyone really cares about the music tonight Woman 2: *quietly* I like John Summit, La danza's pretty good Woman 1: You need to take a look in the mirror and see how pathetic this is, learn to actually talk to women and stop looking at them as only objects REDACTED: You don't think I've tried? Its... every time I've tried to be real to someone .. they've REDACTing crush my heart, they .... they just see me as this tool and they just... they just use me for whatever they want, so I can't see women that way anymore alright, I know it wrong. I don't know how to do this shit I'm just so tired of being alone ok, I don't want to feel this disgusting alright I'm sorry. Long Pause Woman 2: *quietly* Jesus Christ Woman 1: Ok firstly trauma dumping, and your probably embellishing on some of the details, being overdramatic in some areas. I get that some women have treated you like shit in the past, or... you felt that you were never good enough for them. and I get that It hurts to open up to someone now but you just have to be honest and realise that the people you meet now are completely different and I promise you'll find someone that love you for who you are. REDACTED: I mean that's easy for you to say, don't you realise how hard it is for men to get into relationships? Women have like almost unlimited options for men to- Woman 1: Are you REDACTing kidding me REDACTED: Well, uh I mean- Woman 2: *quietly* Oh no Woman 1: You think that's all I care about then right Just REDACTing men? That I don't have any hope's or dreams or any other emotions? Do not think that some of those men will never give a shit about me, that I don't feel used after they leave, how they promise they'll stay. It doesn't REDACTing make us happy, it just makes us feel disposable- REDACTED: Your probably just matching with shitty men that sounds like a you problem Woman 1: Actually go REDACTED yourself, your going to die alone REDACTED: You're Woman 1 leaves Woman 2: Sorry that was a lot, she's been going through a lot lately REDACTED: No that fine, sound's like she's going through a lot. Short Pause REDACTED REDACTED: Any chance you still want to get a drink? Woman 2: No thanks I'm good your a pretty big incel to be honest REDACTED: Yeah, that's fair. Have a good night. Woman 2: Thanks! Long Pause before talking to another woman REDACTED: Hey, I just wanted to say that you look- Frat Bro appears out of nowhere Frat Bro: REDACTED off REDACTED Silence to standing alone with a drink

General Album Guidline

Will be a pyschological look back at life, going into the failures with relationships, addiction, society, indivisualism, living online, simulation theory, social anxiety / lonelyness. Entire album is structered as a mental breakdown getting worse and worse, stays at that point at the end, how you have to live with yourself / keep improving. MV will be for whole album, structered like a play.

You can keep Scrolling forever

As you click on more and more things don't forget, it literally never ends. You need to do this for WORK then return to the real world. YOU THE PERSON TYPING THIS NEEDS TO PUT IN THE WORK. DON'T FORGET THAT THINK ABOUT HER REACTION SHE IS LYING TO YOU BECAUSE SHE IS LONELY Wait until the REDACTED, after the choice is yours You understand how it works, how to fix it, just don't succumb to greed Just learn philosphy until then

The Trapped Rap

I'm trapped behind glass I'm trapped behind glass I'm trapped behind glass I'm throwing up this cash Eh, I taken money home with me, city can't face me really I picked up this beat from killy, bout to make a milly, my ops call me silly cookin it up flithy. Brought me right back to the glory days, behind glass I'll have these girls stay ehh eh I'm trapped behind glass I'm trapped behind glass I'm trapped behind glass I'm going back to back I'm so REDACTing sad, why'm I REDACTing bad Got slabs, on slabs on slabs living in a glass house And I a wolf REDACTED I'll knock it done because I;m I'm trapped behind glass I'm trapped behind glass She got a fat REDACTED, but I aint got no cash Drumming whiplash on no packs,